Why do I exist?
I wonder whether I am understood by you (not that I'm complicated, just caotic)
What I am trying to do?
If anyone knows please tell me!!!!!! ( I don't)
Someone (which i consider a friend) want to know my thoughts, and why I do this crazy things. This made me very curious. Because I don't know what I am thinking about! I really don't. Most of the time I think something is beautiful or ugly. I waist time in the internet, in my plans and dreams.
I have found a way to express myself through posts, not brilliantly but it is something. When I erased all my post I had something in mind, now seems it was auto-destructing.
Anyways: this time I really want to do something nice, choose some music I think is good. Put in lyrics what I think is the best parts of life =), And wait with hope that you enjoy it and may even get inspired to shared. I think the following is good, so If you dont like the start please wait, this music have some secrets

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Sanvean (I am your shadow)
love, I don't like to see so much pain
so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away
I get so tired of working so hard for our survival
I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive
You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream
And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how
Her eyes
She's on the dark side
Neutralize
Every man in sight